Loomsong for the Unspoken
and she spins threads of moonlight between her fingertips —
a weaver of words who once stood barefoot in wheatfields,
naming each star after a lover she never kissed.
<the loom begins its quiet breathing: wind through dry grasses>
i remember how silence tasted that night —
like copper pennies and rain on rusted gates,
like her voice threading between stanzas:
"tell me," she whispered,
"what color is absence when the paintbrush forgets itself?"
so i dipped my hands in the inkwell of departed summers,
drew constellations on the backs of moth wings,
watched them dissolve into alphabets
too heavy to fly —
<a single blackbird stitches itself into the margin, tail feathers dripping punctuation>
and the poem grew roots beneath my tongue,
a tangled orchard of unpicked metaphors
where every apple held the echo
of a cypress tree learning its own name.
she taught me that grief is just gravity wearing language's coat,
that light bends differently
around the corners of words
we promise ourselves we'll remember
but swallow instead —
smooth stones skipping
across the lakebed of tomorrow's throat.
<look closer: the white spaces between these letters are humming>
here, in the hollow where the page meets the candle's last breath,
i press my ear to the spine of her absence
and hear the sea
that carries no ships —
only the sound of ink
finding its way home
to the wound
that first taught it
to sing.