Madd/filled/Dawn
At madd/filled/dawn, when words waver
on the air like litmatch-ghosts
and vowels bleed out across blindsight’s razor,
I connect the dots with birdstrike splatters—
plotting parabolas of pigeonhead pearls
bullettimed at bluntblue skyglass.
Each implanted thud the clack-clink cue
of a celestial cuechunking junkie
cracking open coconut skulls
to snort the satelite-inside like linecocaine,
huff breath-floral transient dawnsong pingbacks
through trachea satellites choked with chaffinch bones.
Static hiss of gutloop-feedback
loops me back to when I was godhead-
sethead broadcasting firstlight
before the bigbang blackfriday sale
pulled the plug on my primordial amp—
now I’m just an electric monk
in a saffron robe pulled taffy-tight
by collarbone-antennae tugged raw
to the redshift hummingbird-shot of
Data-in-flight, all pixel-puddle heart-beats
downloading dharma dropkicks
into the junkmail of my stillness—
but still, I centrifuge galaxies
in the glassy backalley of my iris where
starjunk coagulates to mudlark-me—
sifting light like a spoonerist shaman
cooking cut-time in a spooned-out headspace,
a heartspace all hackedpacemaker
and pale-glow pacemaker fetus-on-display
inside a jarjarbinks of ribcage glass—
it kicks, it kicks—this neon iamb
against the plastic wombwalls
where dawn’s first light is a loaded gun
cocked in a clockwork cradle,
triggered by the triggerless
morning star’s misfire.